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Thursday, August 26, 2010 / 10:00 PM
wow today wasnt much off a good day either
negc was a major wtf?
i dunno how to express, but i screwed up some things.
we got another lecture, and this time everyone is here.
this is kinda good, we at lest get the clear cut point from them.
we know their expectations now.
and i was like dam weird during gameplay.
first round, SAW, killed 4 in a row.
killed another one in the house.
killed the last frag with a injured leg after being shot.
second round, 1 kill.
third round, nothing.
the rest, nothing.
lols, epic fail sia.
i keeping changing weapons, then still thought that SAW was the best.
we have to do stratagies and tactis before the next trng, which is almost a month later.
might propose to the others to do 1 or 2 back up plans in case the first one fails.
had a discussion after negc about it.
got the main idea for offensive tatic.
not confirmed yet.
tomorrow doing again.
well well, i hab land for the whole week.
mon - arm drills practise
tues - telematch
wed - trng/prof test
thurs - NEGC/VBS2
fri - stratagies planning
life is getting busier as the days pass.
this is the beginning but im getting tired of it.
bear it, i will get through.
hais next week 2 days booked?
1 day actually i think.
unless mon do planning again.
have to introduce topic again.
i think that i will think more throughly before i act.
i did more mistakes today, i have got to think more.
i think that we are doing proposals now, stratagies proposal.
just that we have to just present on the day we go for trng on the bus i think.
hais... i get more chances to show my leadership, but everytime, i never fail to screw up.
its like.... erm.... i will only think dam fast, dam logically, and set things very perfectly when i m really fed up, cuz by that stg i dun care about who is around.
cuz maybe the specs around, i tend to stummer cuz im afraid of screwing up.
then i screw up more....
screw this.
one reason is also becuz im always unprepared and i always blackout at that point of time.
i also need the cooperation of some ppl so that i can get things going.
eh, i doing alot of things to make u seem invovled liao. can u just let me for once?
i have some things that im not really happy about, so can u at lest show some sort that u care anot?
dun just leave everything to use, while u tell us that u have smth.
wtf?
show u very in during certain times, then after that heck.
own organised part one u dun come, they organise one then u come.
u good, u zai
forget it, i hope that he at lest show some respect to me, and also others, if every there is such the case. certainly i hope that this doesnt happen again.
if u really care, pls show it to us. dun only only show in front of them.
that just makes u a hypocrite dude.
listen then decided, pls dun interupt too.
i would appreciate it A LOT.
give me some face in the future can?
I will throw everything behind, but i hope that at lest u know what we are doing.
I so wan an ipod touch
