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Saturday, August 14, 2010 / 2:14 PM
I havent blog in weeks.
Too busy with NDP.
Its over liao, for a week already, so fast..
Yesterday got trng
Well, dunno whether is friday 13th or myself, I had a rough day.
Some extra disturb me in class. Thx for nothing asshole
Well, trng was fine intially... untill
There was a mock test, then I was top, 20/30, its not good though
Sgt wan us get 20 above.
Nice one.
Then come PT
It was orienteering selection.
Suppose to run 7 rounds.My first 3 rounds was dam smooth.
I ran first, then stamina keeping up also.
Then 4th round I died.
I drop to last.
Me and DY was first for 3 rounds, then he chest pain, keep stopping, me leh?
I FUCKING GOT BAD STITCHS!!!
I HATE STITCHS!!!
The stitch was dam bad that I keep slowing down. Its like the more i slow down, the more pain there is. WTF???
Then I just stopped on the spot, press the wound.
Keep stopping....
WTF HAPPEN TO MY DETERMINATION???
I USED TO JUST KEEP RUNNING SIA
I STILL TELL PPL NO MATTER WHAT KEEP JOGGING, YET I STOP ON THE SPOT.
Im such a hypocrite?
I din know that tell yesterday.
Then the stitch kept coming back.
I realised that, no matter how painful it is, I can keep running, but I lack of the determination I used to had.
I got one of the last few, I came in with Valen and DY, all at 4th.
YH, Jeremy, JJ, then us.
Still got FY, but I think he sure in without test de.
I hate it man.
Seriously, the determination I used to had to overcome all odds is gone.
Even YH can just bear it and run.
I feel like I have lost my PT before and also my determination.
I need to find it back.
I need to buck up.
My stamina dropped too.
Din run for very long already.
Not a smooth day for me...
I just hope at lest can get into reserves.
Only 1 reserve.
Hope is me lo.
If not, I really will.....
Hais nice time to screw up...
