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Tuesday, July 27, 2010 / 11:02 PM
For some reason, I feel like I was the person I was in May.
A fucking depressed ass.
Sad music have to play a part i guess
I keep thinking how ppl hate me for everything sia.
I should just heck everything and let things go as it flowed.
I am trying to please everyone, make everyone have a good impression of me.
But I m not a perfect person.
Even if I please them so what
Some things are just like a fake world.
Hallucinations.
In this world, I could trust so little people.
I feel like I have no one to talk to.
I should just let everything be what it should be.
Please who I think is the people that would truely be my friend.
Just let those who dun.
This world is so paranoid.
And so m I
I think too much, after that, its like my focus is thinking too much.
I miss out the fun with my true friends because of thinking too much.
I thought alot of my flaws after that incident.
Before that, I never really cared how people look at me and how I wanted to please them.
Why do I care so much now?
It seems so wrong for me to change in the matter of months.
They dislike me for certain reasons
Like I should care. If they were my true friends they wouldnt mind.
If not, no matter how i please them, it never mattered.
I should wake up and go to someone that is truely a friend of mine.
Not thinking of any fantasy...
