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Wednesday, February 24, 2010 / 8:45 PM
Kinda disturbed now, cuz I am revising my chinese cuz there is a like unseen test, topic-less. Anyway, I can't seem to get anything in my head, maybe cuz I m naturally not a Chinese text based person, cannot get any 成语 into my head... Vexed... Lao Da say if you get low for this test, he will make u write journel everyday. THAT IS THE LAST THING I WAN, I HATE WRITING JOURNALS, BE IT EL OR CL..... Feel like giving up on HCL le. The positive thinking of that I can do it become dimer and dimer in my eyes, the goal seems further away everytime I take a step towards it.... After MYE, if still as bad, I gonna get kick out of HCL. I think I should had left HCL last year after FYE, at lest with some dignity , rather than to get kick out, sounds so embrassing....
I DUN WAN TO FAIL, BUT SERIOUSLY, I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO IMPROVE ON MY CHINESE!!! ITS STREAMING YEAR, COME ON!!!
"." << Mr.SnowyMan
